My pain has a name

I suppose the good news it isnt rhuematoid arthritis but the doctor (a much nicer one than last time, and he actually made eye contact) thinks its fibromyalgia. He has perscribed anti depressants to raise my seretonin levels and hopefully that will make a difference.

I still feel a bit worried though, I know people cope with a lot worse and I should be brave and get on with it but now I really do have to acknowledge that I have a problem. As a persitant ostrich (like to bury my head in the sand) its hard to admit.