Monday morning feeling

Feeling rotten theis morning.
Had a row with Hubby yesterday and I know it was all my fault but cant bring myself to apologise and I know I should. So I didnt sleep well, the tablets are making me drowsey and dont seem to be helping the pain at all. Not even sure I can be bothered to start scrapping, thats how bad it is.

Ordered some new clothes from a catalogue and none of the jeans fit me, I know they are my size but forgot they always come up small in this catalogue, so now I feel fat, but instead of stopping eating rubbish I am eating more in consilation. Feel like I am going round and round on the merry go round of comfort eating!